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Walls and Windows

by Maya LaMacchia

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1.
Thought I’d find it with my eyes shut tight Anybody that isn’t you Could give you drinks that make memories rot each night Stay away from those who do You probably got worlds enclosed filled with people, places, things that I’ll never know If you don’t wanna be found, I’m not coming around If you don’t wanna be found, I’m not coming around Blowing up things that already died See your face in every room Walls and windows and ceramic tiles All give a recap and make things true You probably got worlds enclosed filled with people, places, things that I’ll never know If you don’t wanna be found, I’m not coming around If you don’t wanna be found, I’m not coming around
2.
Choke 01:18
Got a quarter just for show A million fourths is all that you know Brought it on, never never gonna choke There’s a problem with your girl She’s got her head up all in a whirl Yeah you’re fucking up her world Brought it on, never never gonna choke Stringing up the bow for a deer that was shot long ago Brought it on, never never gonna choke Now it’s gone, you’re just holding up the growth
3.
Parade 01:20
Shoe of rocks on the brake But you could still drive away Let some girls paint up my face We’re sad clowns in the parade Didn’t think I’d join today Thought I had some time to waste I wanna sit and stare at empty space I know your mind could just forget Remember anything but this You broke your fall with your fist But if you knocked again I’d let you in Everybody knows, don’t try to keep it low Thought I had some time to waste I wanna sit and stare at empty space
4.
Dead End 01:33
A lot of now, keep going slow I’m running down ‘Cause I don’t know Saw you hanging down, dead end, roundabout mind Now I gotta show up everyday, everything’s fine Slit the town, buildings flow Can’t be around Can’t ever know Saw you hanging down, did any men come draw their lines? Now I gotta show up everyday, everything’s fine
5.
Matanuska 02:12
Won’t let her stand beside me Won’t bother making sure I don’t want her anymore Want everyone to stop their prying? What are you talking to them for? I don’t want her anymore And I’m gonna walk into something I’m not even sure about Don’t empty your pockets at the door I don’t want her anymore All the clouds are multiplying But I don’t wanna go to shore I don’t want her anymore I’ll sit quiet and I’m trying to not think about before I didn’t want her anymore There’s something behind the empty bottle I’m not even sure about I lied because I’m sick of standing by Matanuska said goodbye I’ll sit quiet but I’m dying To wet scrape away the lead You’re not alive in my head But that would be walking into something I’m not even sure about Not gonna stop your lying Because the truth is nothing short of I don’t want her anymore
6.
Pauline 02:08
Different discussions that might help you drop it But if it wasn’t important I would have forgot it Lots of fake conversations like you’re in an office Gotta watch what you say, you’re not being honest And everyone keeps quiet, it’s nothing new And I’m sorry I keep on blaming you Keeping the moon in your pocket If somebody takes it, don’t say you lost it When you’re all alone do you drain like a faucet You would keep it together, and I almost bought it And everyone keeps quiet, it’s nothing new And I’m sorry I keep on blaming you Dreams all start to say it But I can’t stop and face it Can’t make it true Oh, I know you’d like it if I could act like the person You always want me to And Pauline keeps quiet, it’s nothing new And I’m sorry I keep on blaming you
7.
Nag Champa 01:44
Swear you won’t be found If the things you do are things that you allow You’re gonna lead me down To the place I don’t want anyone around Got you all dressed in pink For some girl who doesn’t quite get how you think Walk home from the run Cross your own finish line for when you think you’re done Already tried to wait for you to take back what you think is right Got you all dressed in pink For some girl who thinks she’s better if she shrinks Back door open wide Nag Champa floats away and carries out your pride And we’re all taken by a yellow butterfly
8.
Nowhere to go, sat there and froze Repetition got old, but I can’t just let go I could have waited to decide on my own Guess there’s some things better left alone So you put down the sack slung over your back Wanted to show there’s nothing left I could’ve waited to decide on my own But there’s some things better left alone I’m gonna stay until I don’t belong If you don’t want me to show, I’m fine on my own I could’ve waited to decide on my own But there’s some things better left alone There’s some things better left alone
9.
I know that you’re gone I don’t really know why I’m the substance filled veins that will fuck up your life And the time on the bilge clock just keeps sailing by The lake will freeze in the winter but the fish never die Walking down about midway Things get loud, there’s no way To get out, stop the day In the crowd, it’s too late To get out, stop the day Look around, they’re okay Clear it up, take a break Long way down, we should stay Feeling proud? I’m ashamed I know that you’re gone I don’t really know why I’m the substance filled veins that will fuck up your life And the time on the bilge clock just keeps sailing by The lake will freeze in the winter but the fish never die The lake will freeze in the winter but the fish never die
10.
Apothecary 02:39
Light it up high like the moon Laugh and look at the ground from the roof Forgot your paper sitting on the stool It had things you said but never quite got through Wanna tear it up ‘cause you got plenty more to do Now pictures of nothing remind me of you Brakes dead and done, car went for a run And I’m stationary while he’s having so much fun Saw your face on a green and yellow suit Counted back from one it was gone like you Wanna tear it up ‘cause you got plenty more to do Now I’m alone with the scissors in my room Brakes dead and done, car went for a run And he’s stationary while they’re having so much fun You’re Mary’s son? Haven’t heard from you much The apothecary worked better than your love You’re Mary’s son? Haven’t heard from you much The apothecary worked better than your love Light it up, high like the moon Burn it up so no one thinks of you Don’t give me up, I might be of use Light it up, high like the moon Burn it up so no one thinks of you Brakes dead and done, car went for a run And I’m stationary while he’s having so much fun
11.
Escape 01:24
Took you home Wanna run a blade through things you didn’t think you would do Could have gone over the hole The one you covered with things you didn’t think would fall through You’re the only one that hates you Up all night How can I escape soon? Why say that he’s not right if you’re thinking about him each night? You’re the only one that hates you Up all night How can I escape soon? Why say that he’s not right if you’re thinking about him each night? Why say that he’s not right if you’re thinking about him each night?
12.
Spoke for just a minute already wishing that no one listened If things had just been changed a bit there’s be no one looking around You’d sink into the ground Crosswalk’s looking crooked already wishing things had gone different If I would have fucking listened I wouldn’t be lying face down waiting for nothing to come around Box with nothing in it except for broken leaves and movie tickets Things were quickly given Every one of them forgot, words behind them lost
13.
Piling Up 01:16
Standing bare in the spotlight I could leave but I take my time Thoughts of you are far but I could travel the distance And I shouldn't but here I am Avoid thoughts that make you not feel right Piling up ‘till you’re alone one night Thoughts of you are far but I could travel the distance And I shouldn’t but here I am
14.
Pluto 02:26
You looked blurry on the film sheet Wiped it with your sweater and gave it back to me Giving him reasons to push you out the tree Quiet talking bastard thinks he owns all the leaves There’s a middle ground if there’s lots of people around It’s a little loud when I’m upstairs and they’re down She looks worried and her eyes bleed Wiped it with your sweater and gave it back to me I turned over and I saw you leave Calmed down thinking about you singing some song to me There’s a middle ground if there’s lots of people around It’s a little loud when I’m upstairs and they’re down Felt a shock when you said nothing Four wheels burning finally I broke complying Fell back on pinstripes those vertical lines Stone faced craters light up, Pluto in your eye There’s a middle ground if there’s lots of people around It’s a little loud when I’m upstairs and they’re down There’s a middle ground if there’s lots of people around It’s a little loud when I’m upstairs and they’re down
15.
Walking through her memory You’re not where you should be Your expression gleaming, something I’ve never seen Silence over truth Trying to unscrew a bottle that was used In a crowded room you slip into the back where only I could see you Only I could see you Endlessly they sit here Unaware that behind them’s future trouble You go without a struggle Leaves fall and the seasons turn You wanna melt away, but you just can’t burn because Rain falls through the day and night and all you hope All you hope is to learn

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All songs written and recorded by Maya LaMacchia.
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released September 22, 2019

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